Recently I have been in sort of funk, spiritually, emotionally, physically, mentally, and any other “LY” I am sure I have been there it seems like.

One of my friends, Chloe, posted this song on her Facebook wall and since it has some how been DNA’ed into my blood to click on videos that peak my interest I clicked on it….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhdZtejGxQc&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Sometimes every one of us fears
Like we’ll never be healed
Sometimes
Sometimes every one of us aches
Like we’ll never be saved
Sometimes

I feel like that’s all the time with me…fearing not being liked, fearing losing all my money, fearing not getting married again, fearing not having the ones I love around me anymore…

Feeling like I will never be fully healed….

When we’ve given up
Let your healing come
When theres nothing left
Let your healing come
Til were risin up
Let your healin come
Where You go we will follow
Where You go we will follow

Listening to this song tonight… I was moved…I collapsed to my knees, buried my face in my hands and began to let it flow….giving up all I had to let the Lord come in a heal me..repeating to him where you I will follow..

It’s Your love that we adore
It’s like a sea without a shore
We’re lost in You, Were lost in You
It’s Your love that we adore
It’s like a sea without a shore
We’re lost in You, Were lost in You
Sometimes

Sometimes it’s like we never loved home
For all the love we know
Sometimes like in a smile of a song
When you feel it come
Then that feelings gone
It flies

When we’ve given up
Let your healing come
When theres nothing left
Let your healing come
Til were risin up
Let your healin come
Where You go we will follow
Where You go we will follow

It’s your love that we adore
It’s like a sea without a shore
We’re lost in You, Were lost in You
(3x)

Its your love we adore
Its like a sea without a shore
Don’t be afraid, Don’t be afraid

Just set your sail and risk the ocean
Show me grace
Let’s risk the ocean
Show me grace
Let’s risk the ocean
Show me grace
Let’s risk the ocean
Show me grace

Where you go we will follow
I’m on my knees
Where you go we will follow
Oh God send me
Where you go we will follow
I’m on my knees
Where you go we will follow
Oh God send me

It’s your love that we adore
It’s like a sea without a shore
We’re lost in You, Were lost in You
It’s your love that we adore
It’s like a sea without a shore
We’re lost in You, Were lost in You

Where you go we will follow

Where you go we will follow
I’m on my knees
Where you go we will follow

I really have no words to describe how I feel….after feeling beatin and battered…having gaping holes in my heart…fearing everything except My God. The one person I am called to fear.

There is no place I rather be than to be in the arms of my Lord. Begging him to set a fire down in my soul. I want more of you God….